Yes. But does what I've done in my many lifetimes not haunt you?
I once thought you were unworthy of the respect you were given, Thor. A family favorite who could do no wrong. You were the prodigal son. Entitled, frustrating, boorish and awe-inspiring. I hated you for everything you had, even given all of your flaws. Given it's difficult to remember, but I know that I did.
That's the resentment I held for a millennia. It turned me into something horrible.
It's in the strife and the sacrifice that I realized that it wasn't your nobility that made you worthy, it was in the flaws that we shared. The suffering we had together. Had I seen it sooner, I may have saved you the pain that I had caused time and time again.
I could lie and say you were not yourself, and that it doesn't matter, and perhaps that we'd rise above it, but I won't. It's not true. But I will have you, flaws and all. You are my brother, after all, and who would I be if I didn't give you another chance for all those you have given me?
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Anyway, where are you?
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I'll find you myself.
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if i got on my knees and offered up prayer you wouldn't hear me down the street let alone on the other side of the continent
[ #subtle #youllneverfindme #masterofhiding ]
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Well, nevermind.
Give me a day or so, at least.
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A shame.
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But does what I've done in my many lifetimes not haunt you?
I once thought you were unworthy of the respect you were given, Thor. A family favorite who could do no wrong. You were the prodigal son. Entitled, frustrating, boorish and awe-inspiring. I hated you for everything you had, even given all of your flaws. Given it's difficult to remember, but I know that I did.
That's the resentment I held for a millennia. It turned me into something horrible.
It's in the strife and the sacrifice that I realized that it wasn't your nobility that made you worthy, it was in the flaws that we shared. The suffering we had together. Had I seen it sooner, I may have saved you the pain that I had caused time and time again.
I could lie and say you were not yourself, and that it doesn't matter, and perhaps that we'd rise above it, but I won't. It's not true. But I will have you, flaws and all. You are my brother, after all, and who would I be if I didn't give you another chance for all those you have given me?
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you're crying
he sends through a notification with his location ]